1. 26 June 2010 · 11:34 PM ·

    hais. xxxxxxxx

    i should feel happy for you. but.. i cant help but to feel a little sad. you really move on, and you totally need me no more. i want to be there for you, but the one you’d turn to next time when you’re down will not be me. we cant be like the past. both of us changed? i dont know if i do, but you, sure do. i dont really know what to say now. you wont even be seeing this so whats the point emo-ing here? even if you happen to read this someday one day, you wouldnt know the person i am referring to is you. and even if you know, you dont/wont care..

    because in your eyes, you see so much too much more. what am i to you anyway.. with or without me, it doesnt really matters to you.

    i should stop everything. i have to stop visiting your blog. cos you changed your link and i wasnt even inform.. so.. i guess you dont need me to read about your life anymore. i wont go to your twitter too cos its meaningless anyway.

    tears are about to drop. hold back, hold back..

    all i want to say is, i deeply truely cherish and treasure every little moments we had together. <3 there’s no way i could forget you. because in a part of my life, you were once daily with me. yet now.. its totally the opposite. thats the irony of life i guess. our fate officially ended, silently…

    good luck to you in the future. (: i wish you all the best.

    its really funny. the way i treat you is like..more than what i thought i would. i am silly. i am so silly.

    ps: this entry wasnt what i wanted to type on the way home from work. i wanted to blog about working stuff but well when i saw her blog & twitter.. i couldnt blog about anything else.

    tomorrow is my offday. FINALLY ^-^