why is it that things are so-not going my way? i am feeling hopeless at this point of time, and yet nothing goes well. there’s nothing i could do anymore. i am sick and tired of feeling so fucked up. things cant get more worst. and life couldnt be more sucky. i dont ask for more, i just hope this simple wish- everything will be fine to come true. yet no matter what the fuck am i doing now… none is fine.
unlucky or what. the day after tomorrow, i will start work and things will start to change. whats worst than things are getting so fucked up at this point of time?
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i have to blog about something happier. my mood cant stay like this for long, i need to smile. smile please. real smile not fake smile thank you -.-
so i went out with Eileen yesterday! i know i mentioned this at blogger before but who cares. went to ssc popular to get some stuff for work. we fooled around again! really mad fun lor, everytime with Eileenteo i cant stop laughing! we went to the food court again, and chit-chatted about h____ topics. :s wahaha, this cant stop seriously. and we’re like talking about the same thing everday omgosh:D
bused home after that.. cant really remember what happened then\: met eileen just now as well, to practice for her oral examination. had fun once again and in the end, both of us were tired LOL. i finally understand how those oral examiners felt. ultra tiring lor, even though i didnt really ask much questions.
and she called ____ just now. we did it again woman! LOL we just love fooling and tricking people we hate but well, that person simple deserved it hiak :3333
After tomorrow, :(