sorry im back to blogger. but dont worry cos im sure i will be back one day, in a new account perhaps. look out for me~
muchhhh loves, xoxo!
because if i do, i can skip work later which is awesome. i hope like in the next one hour, i am down with super high fever which dont allow me to even get down from my bed. all i can do is just to sleeeep sleeeep and sleeep! :D how nice. i am crazy anyway all these wont come true, unless miracles do exist -_- hais :O
i dont need you to care
i dont need you to concern
i just need some silent. i know i am mean but i would appreciate if you shut up now. none of you are me, how the hell are you able to understand how i feel? what i am suffering aint happening to you guys. so whats the point talking so much.
leave me alone. let me be.
i have no idea why am i feeling so down right now. i fear… everytime its like this. it can be better if people around are being nicer but no. i cant see a good piece of shit there. i hate it. I REALLY DO. i wanna run away i wannna escape. call me a loser call me an idiot call me a bitch whatever i dont care.
i am sick and tired of everything too.
i failed once again. why are you so powerful, making me feel so weak and talk to you again and again. seriously, i have to give up. i have to be determined.
currently on the phone with mummy now :) both of us are a little emo i guess. because of tomorrow. monday blues you see. i hate it.
its my offday today but.. time really flies. i hope time can fly as fast as possible when im at work. i realised no matter how hard i try, how much effort & time i put in, i just hate it. this is so undesirable.. @.@
can tomorrow dont come please, let the time stop now. at least i could force/fake a smile but tomorrow, i cant. i really cant.